So while playing Cosmic last night, I discovered something.

That stupid game makes me mad. Really, really mad.

I'm not talking about me going off and throwing around a few good-natured slurs while secretly turning bitter, oh no. I'm talking about the sort of anger that turns one into a serpentine creature; narrowed eyes, hissing voice, and very quick to bite.

The worst bit was my pride. My furor was only compounded by the fact that, "Oh shit, I'm this mad over a game. With friends. Why the hell am I behaving like such an idiot?"

I love Cosmic, I really do. I just completely fail at it and that's what pisses me off.

Apologies to those who had to suffer through my angsty-fits last night.

If it helps, I now have a sore throat. Consider it your revenge.

Ugh.